I wasn’t going to post anything here till after my project defense. Honestly that was a stupid idea but well that changed this evening during night devotion. While we all sang and worshipped God, I began to smile and my heart was filled with so much love. It was really such a beautiful feeling. Believe me.
I got back to my room still feeling this love and I picked up my prayer book/bible diary ( if you don’t have one and you’re on this Jesus walk I suggest you get one. It helps me express so much. It helps Sha, you should try it out). So I opened my book and I wrote how loved up in my saviour I was feeling. After that He moved me to read past entries in my journal and when I got to my entry on the 31st of march He asked me to share it here. Honestly I thought twice like Lord it’s a journal, a “between-me-and-you-book” but he has asked me to and I’m learning to totally trust His leading so here it is. I hope that whoever God intends to speak to through this will hear and not only hear but listen and be moved in the spirit.
Lord Jesus I just want to thank you. Lord I look around me and see a lot of problems and challenges and instead of believing and knowing that no matter the situation, you are GOOD, I choose to wallow in self-pity and anger at you and human beings that I depended on to have helped me. But now lord I realize that no matter what I go through, you are GOOD, your goodness does not depend on my trials and situations because you are GOD and even if I cannot see it lord you keep taking care of me. Even when I don’t deserve it you are still mindful of me. Thank you lord. Who am I lord that you are in love with me?, who am I that you have blessed me with your spirit? Lord who am I to deserve the salvation and peace and joy that you have given unto me? Thank you Jesus, thank you Jesus. Where would I have been if you had not reached out your hands to save me? Where would I have been if you had not reached out to deliver me from the clutches of hell? Lord you are merciful, my rock of ages, my burden bearer, my never drying river of joy, my peace of mind, my beautiful song, THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. Lord I love you, I love you. The smile that comes to my face when I think about you is just so amazing. Lord you are so beautiful, too beautiful for words. Lord you are beautiful. Lord I surrender again and again to you. Jesus I know that it will not be easy but lord I pick up the cross over and over again. I belong to you. Lord I sacrifice my life and I take on yours. Lord let my life be expressions of heaven. Lord I want people to see me and know that I am your child. Lord I withhold nothing today, lord I want you to look at me and see your reflection. Lord I want to be like you. Help me to be more like you. I love you Jesus. I love you. Lord let this love never end in Jesus name. Amen”
Thanks for reading, remain loved up!.
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